It’s been several days I haven’t
open my blog.
Neither a single page, nor a
single word was typed as well.
There is emptiness in my
mind and soul that I couldn’t explain. The flame that was furious has turned
out to be cold and dying.
I really felt bad recently,
really bad and I am so guilty until now. My spiritual activity has become weak
and so my body too. My enthusiasm in writing has left me with idleness.
It was like a trap that
caught me up so sudden in the dark forest.
Oh Lord, Here I am broken
Torn into pieces and shaken
Thy heart pierced with sudden
coldness
Bent myself from offering
praises
Oh Lord, Why I don’t feel you?
Nor a shadow of your greatness?
What am I supposed to do?
Where thyself is sinking in
eternal sadness
Now, I am here still
struggling and trying to win back myself from the intimate relationship with
Thee.
You’re the author of my life
and I trust in you. I believe in your mercy and greatness. May you forgive me
for the sins I have done to my brothers and sisters and mostly to you Oh Lord Almighty.
Oh Lord, Here I am. I surrender
everything to you.
Give me strength. Give me hope.
Take me and use me.
Speak to my heart and so I can
speak you praises.
With all I am, I consume me .
May the words of my mouth
and the action of my body praise and worship you again just like the old times.
In this, I speak to the
Almighty and Merciful Savior now and forever. In your name, Jesus.
Amen.
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